One Tab, One Dose

One tab, one dose.
The world dissolves into color.
Green trees,
white roses,
a blue sky breathing like the sea.
Everything is an unrepeatable wonder,
everything feels eternal.

Whispers in my ears—
echoes of things that never existed.
Divine hallucinations
stained with pure paranoia.

I lie on dry grass,
watching spinning constellations,
seeing galaxies where there is only sky.
The charm you offer is sweet,
but your taste is bitter,
and it sends shivers of fear down my spine.

I travel without luggage to Wonderland,
falling,
deeper and deeper
into the white rabbit’s tunnel.

Distorted lands surround me,
immense, overwhelming.
I am an ant
lost in the vastness of a cosmic symphony.

One tab.
One dose.
A trip? A dream? Or this time, reality?

Maybe it’s all a mirage,
a creation of my mind.
Or maybe—
and that’s what scares me the most—
this is, in truth,
my only truth.